Tuesday, June 12th, 2007
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11:11 pm
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so im going to Ireland on friday.
lete me know if you want me to send you a postcard
or get you something.
=]
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Thursday, May 31st, 2007
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7:50 pm
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ive been feeling incredibly sick since friday
finally yeterday i woke up by puking three times
and then everytime i tried to eat after that i threw up.
I went to the beach regardless
but i really did feel like a burden to people.
When i got home i ate some chicken broth thinking it might stay down.
i was sadly mistaken.
after that Jays mom told me i should go to the hospital.
so i went.
and they stuck me with an IV full of shit
but never actually told me what was wrong with me.
basically that was it.
i dont know why i felt compelled to write it down in livejournal
but i did.
go me.
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Sunday, April 22nd, 2007
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8:43 pm
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i dont know you anymore
and it seems that you dont want to know me
is that what you want?
current mood:  rejected
current music: ICP - Rainbows and Stuff
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Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
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9:56 pm - something awkward for you.
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i dont need to post this, but i feel it nessesary.
i went to my dad's this evening
and my future stepsister, my future stepmom and i were talking about being uncircumcised.
Kristen, my stepsister, just came back from London and saw Dan Radcliffe in Equus.
In where he is naked with a horse.
And aparently all men in England are uncircumcised.
So my Dad then chirps in, "well Jewish people do it. they probably are smaller each generation because they taked extra off"
Kristen: No Gene, they dont.
My Dad: Well you know what they say, "Big Nose, Tiny Thingy"
...
that is all.
...
current mood:  amused
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Saturday, December 9th, 2006
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3:55 pm
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why am i so worthless?
current mood: depressed
current music: Dark Chest Of Wonder - Nightwish
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Thursday, November 30th, 2006
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4:59 pm
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not that any of you care.
but im not doing well right now.
in fact im quite horrible.
so this is for me.
AHHHHHH!
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Tuesday, November 21st, 2006
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11:16 pm
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i'm not feeling so happy right now.
i dont know why.
i think i need a ben and jerry's run.
on a side note, i applied for a job today at
Victorias Secret and Perfumiania (sp?)
it was exhilerating...really.
But Sandy's hair is hot
and it made my day that much better.
knowing that i saw the creation being born.
now i want to dye my hair again like i planned all of senior year.
once i get money
(which hopefully will come if i get a job)
i will dye it black and purple. wo0t.
...yes i just said wo0t...
I'm going with Meghans parents to pick her up at the airport in like 20 minutes
i'm excited as hell!
i wanted to get her sunflowers.
but i couldn't find any.
i suck.
but i'm hoping she'll still love me.
im done.
for now.
current mood: depressed
current music: Kreator - Dystopia
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Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
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8:34 pm
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Thursday, October 12th, 2006
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6:32 pm - random tangents...tanjents? .....random thoughts....
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so ive had a major headache for like a week straight now...it kinda sucks.
and ive only gotten like 2-3 hours of sleep a night for about 2 weeks straight now...
i think that's part of my problem.
::sigh::
did you know boys suck?
well they do
just in case you didn't know
and not in the sexual way
in a boys=retarded way
why does everyone seem like they're having a bad week?
i am
meghan is
kelly and sandy seem like it
chasse most definatly is
but dont worry...
it's almost over :-)
im a bit cold...
the air conditioner is blowing right on me
i should move
but no...i will later.
so i love my friends.
did you know that?
because i do.
i would die/kill for them.
i would just like to let everyone...including them...know that.
so call me.
i'm here.
always.
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Sunday, September 10th, 2006
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8:51 pm
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oh college.
i think that's all i have to say about that.
i love you all. :-)
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Monday, May 22nd, 2006
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5:19 pm - why an apple? why is that the fruit of original sin?
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so i'm at UConn orientation right now
we're doing something on the computers
i finished
the girl next to my finished
the guy across from me finished
we're having a finished party by checking various websites
but no one else is joining in
it makes me sad
but they aren't finished so its understandable
i hate dorm food
it's going to suck next year when thats all i have
maybe i won't eat
HA! like that will last long
...i'm tired
and i want to go home
but not because i miss it
but because this is at the most inopportune time to be up here
missing school is not good right now
and missing play rehersal is not good right now
eck
bong bong bong
stupid Blad Soprano
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Saturday, May 20th, 2006
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9:00 pm
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The DaVinci Code= def. not as good as i thought it would be. it was longer to watch than to read, but i guess that is to be excepted. none the less, i'm glad i saw it. :-)
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Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
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4:01 pm
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i would just like to say that i love you
and i love icecream
but's that might be irrelevant right now
:-)
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Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
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2:14 pm
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current mood: bored
current music: Mr. Bungle-Goodbye Sober Day
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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
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9:51 am - woo-hoo!!
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1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish WERE true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
4) Tag five friends.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I slept with a roommate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop and/or window shop.
I'm obsessed with Sheezyart.
I don't 'hate' anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently love someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Sheezyart.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I am proficient on a musical instrument.
I hate office jobs.
I went/want to go to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I am a pyro.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
I adore bright colors.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work(ed) with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I am ambidextrous.
I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
I have terrible teeth.
I hate my toes.
I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
I have more friends on the internet than offline.
I have lived in either three different states or countries.
I am extremely flexible.
I love hugs more than kisses.
I want to own my own business.
I smoke.
I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.
I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
I have played strip poker with someone else before.
I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
I can't stand being alone.
I have at least one obsession at any given time.
I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
I'm a judgmental asshole.
I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
I have traveled on more than one continent.
I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
I am a Libertarian.
I can speak more than one language.
I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. ((I fell asleep at a concert))
I would rather read than watch TV.
I like reading fact more than fiction.
I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
I have no piercings.
I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
I've been married and am now divorced.
There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
I like most animals better than most people.
I own a collection of retro games consoles.
The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
I have hit someone with a dead fish.
I have written/read erotic stories.
I am compulsively honest.
I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
I dislike milk.
I obsessively wash my hands.
I always carry that something significant around with me.
Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
I don't like to chew gum.
I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
I love to sing.
I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
I have a custom-built computer.
I'm Irish.
I only have one parent due to either a divorce or death.
I was born premature by three or more months.
I'm part Mexicasian.
My dreams are sometimes so realistic that I have to ask the people I dreamed about if it really happened.
I like coconuts.
I am currently role-playing. And do a scene almost nightly.
I am convinced that I have created a character who is my true alter-ego.
I think differently from everyone I know and am often misunderstood/hated because of it.
I procrastinate often.
I have used Linux/MacOS on a desktop before, or use it regularly.
I have a favourite periodic element.
I have, at one point, watched over 26 consecutive episodes of a favorite anime series.
I have thought about my future and been afraid of what might happen in it.
I have written a good song on my own.
I have wanted to have sex with my gay best friend.
I think combats are pretty.
I am a hopeless romantic.
I went through a phase of having more imaginary friends than real ones.
I am skilled with a variety of medieval combat weapons.
I doodle senselessly in classes instead of listening to the teacher.
I own and maintain a website.
I'm thirsty after this long ass thing.
I own lots of special/collectors edition DVDs.
I'm taking my mommy to a movie tomorrow.
I'm excited, yet terrified for the future.
I'm pretty regionalist, even though I know other places have their merits.
I love Pez.
I have a teeth clenching/grinding problem.
I love being outside in the rain.
I don't even know what to say because I am such a mess.
I probably won't ever find a summer job.
I sometimes pronounce “work” as “wrok” and have been castigated for it.
I am prone to disillusionment.
I often feel hurt by people who consider themselves my friends
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Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
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1:27 pm - so i guess i'm not selfish-that's fun!
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Are You Spoiled?
More than 42, and you are!
Do you have:
(1) your own cell phone
( ) a television in your bedroom
( ) an iPod
( ) a photo printer
( ) your own phone line
( ) TiVo or a generic digital video recorder
(2) high-speed internet access (i.e., not dialup)
( ) a surround sound system in bedroom
( ) DVD player in bedroom
( ) at least a hundred DVDs
(3) a childfree bathroom
( ) your own in-house office
( ) a pool
( ) a guest house
( ) a game room
( ) a queen-size bed or larger
( ) a stocked bar
(4) a working dishwasher
(5) an icemaker
(6) a working washer and dryer
( ) more than 20 pairs of shoes
( ) at least ten things from a designer store
( ) expensive sunglasses
( ) framed original art (not lithographs or prints)
( ) Egyptian cotton sheets or towels
( ) a gym membership
(7) large exercise equipment at home
( ) your own set of golf clubs
( ) a pool table
( ) a tennis court
(8) local access to a lake, large pond, or the sea
( ) your own pair of skis
( ) enough camping gear for a weekend trip in an isolated area
(9) a boat
( ) a jet ski
( ) a neighborhood committee membership
(10) a beach house or a vacation house/cabin
( ) wealthy family members
(11) two or more family cars
( ) a walk-in closet or pantry
(12) a yard
( ) a hammock
( ) a personal trainer
(13) good credit
(14) expensive jewelry
( ) a designer bag that required being on a waiting list to get
( ) at least $100 cash in your possession right now
( ) more than two credit cards bearing your name
( ) a stock portfolio
(15) a passport
( ) a horse
( ) a trust fund (either for you or created by you)
( ) private medical insurance
( ) a college degree, and no outstanding student loans
Do you:
(16) shop for non-needed items for yourself (like clothes, jewelry, electronics) at least once a week
( ) do your regular grocery shopping at high-end or specialty stores
( ) pay someone else to clean your house, do dishes, or launder your clothes (not counting dry-cleaning)
( ) go on weekend mini-vacations
( ) send dinners back with every flaw
( ) wear perfume or cologne (not body spray)
( ) regularly get your hair styled or nails done in a salon
( ) have a job but don't need the money OR
( ) stay at home with little financial sacrifice
( ) pay someone else to cook your meals
( ) pay someone else to watch your children or walk your dogs
( ) regularly pay someone else to drive you
( ) expect a gift after you fight with your partner
Are you:
( ) an only child
( ) married/partnered to a wealthy person
( ) baffled/surprised when you don't get your way
Have you:
( ) been on a cruise
(17) traveled out of the country
( ) met a celebrity
(18) been to the Caribbean
( ) been to Europe
( ) been to Hawaii
(19) been to New York
( ) eaten at the space needle in Seattle
( ) been to the Mall of America
( ) been on the Eiffel tower in Paris
(20) been on the Statue of Liberty in New York
( ) moved more than three times because you wanted to
( ) dined with local political figures
(21) been to both the Atlantic coast and the Pacific coast
Did you:
( ) go to another country for your honeymoon
( ) hire a professional photographer for your wedding or party
( ) take riding or swimming lessons as a child
( ) attend private school
( ) have a Sweet 16 birthday party thrown for you
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Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
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10:06 pm
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let's be honest...i'm really going to miss band. and i don't think it hit me until right now that i won't see half of these people again. and that makes me sad. because i love all of you.
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-me
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Thursday, April 6th, 2006
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8:06 pm - taken from Chasse who took it from Kelly ho took it from Sandy :-)
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Ask me to take a picture of any aspect of my life that you're interested in - it can be anything from my garden to my favorite shoes. Leave your choice here as a comment, and I will reciprocate by taking the pictures and posting them as an LJ entry. That way you get to know a little bit about my life, if you're remotely interested in it.
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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
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5:00 pm
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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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9:32 pm
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